Seeing the changes in me because of all that I have been through brings a tear of joy to my eye.

Sometimes I feel as if my tears are from sadness. In those moments I have to let myself know that they are tears of joy. I feel as if I am been torn between two worlds. Two worlds…my past and my present. Torn between what is and what was. My emotions are a mixture of euphoria and sadness all at the same time.

I have grown so much, I have come so far. A tear of joy comes to my eye and in those moments I’m the happiest and the saddest. A collision of opposite emotions unexplainable and wonderful all at the same time.