I have been trying to blog but lately it seems as if I have nothing more to say. Maybe I am focusing on the same things I did before. Maybe I need to  write about what I am doing now. I am going to give it a try.

I am trying to get a very important project off the ground. I am in a territory that is unknown to me. It’s very difficult for me to stay focused. So much to do, so much I need to learn. Each day I do just enough to keep my dream alive. I am not focusing too much on the outcome. I am interested in the stages this project has me going through. I see where my difficulties are and I am learning how break down my biggest obstacles in small manageable ones.

I find myself stuck in an analysis paralysis. I have always been a perfectionist, this causes me to spend too much time fine tuning everything. This isn’t my first time at this project. I thought that my previous experiences would make me more of an expert. Far be that from the truth, my previous experience has made me even more scared of making mistakes. My previous experience has made me prone to want to get it right this time.

One day at a time, one task at a time. More grace, more discipline, more focus, more time management.

I am proud of the changes I see in myself. I am proud of the work that I have done to better my mental health. I have come a long way and I have a long way to go. I am proud of me.