Today I look back reminiscing of long gone yesterdays never to return. I see what was then from where I am now. I see what I could be if I would only give in to what nudges me to break free. I hear a soft whisper that calls my attention, a calm a gentle voice. Lately it’s been getting louder. Try as I might there’s no escaping. I am tormented day and night. “Do you hear me?”, Listen!

Slowly my frozen limbs have begun to thaw, taking me to places I would have never dream of going. My eyes now see what is and what could be. My heart calls me to love, to live, to break free of the restraints that have held me down. My head is lighter, my thoughts are clearer, bit by bit I see all that is possible for me. Everything is mine for the taking, new opportunities, love, freedom, health, security, adventures. What do I choose? Where do I want to go? Who do I want to spend the rest of my life with? I sometimes want to keep all that is available for me. I have so many choices and I want to keep them all.

I have seen that what I once found necessary to keep at all cost I now give up freely. I know that some things I will have to give up. It feels good to finally choose and not wait to have stuff just happen by chance. I chose me, my happiness, my pain and my joy. All that I need I already have, it was in me all along. Now it’s time for me express externally what I know internally, in my soul. HERE’S TO ME LIVING MY BEST LIFE!