Is he the one for me?

he triggers my trauma as I relive my past

the pain I felt of things I couldn’t grasp

I questioned my emotions

then made them go away

I was forced to admit that I was stuck on yesterday

with every trigger my trauma ceased

the child in me can now find peace

how can I be with the one for me?

when he’s so far away

and still not free

I often tell myself to let it be

but something in my heart keeps on reminding me

of his voice

his touch

how he makes blush

and all the things that I would do

If didn’t think too much

the one for me will always be

the only one that can set me free

free from my fears and all the pain

of all those missing moments that I can never regain

I’ve learned to love, forgive, forget and move on

to cherish every moment before they are gone

someday, someway he’ll find his way to me

and I will no longer be wondering…

is he the one for me?